记事本

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记事本
  写给苏帆，我最爱的人，却不能在一起。

  （她酷爱英语，我试着把原文译在后面，希望她能看到后淡淡的一笑。）

  

  记事本

  ——刀剑如梦

  

  

  　　

  翻开随身携带的记事本，里面都是关于你的故事。我用一种独有的方式，把爱恋深藏在过去。那里没有你漂浮的身影，没有你灿烂的笑容，没有你轻嗔薄怒时风情无限，只有你受伤时不经意间流露的淡淡哀愁与徘徊在十字路口的彷徨。

  曾几何时，那天的风雨飘摇在眼前，是你在湿润长发掩映间溶动笑颜，却已不觉触动我爱的神经。我把它记在了第一页第一行，几时看到，几时的痛。

  你已在遥远的城市，因为那里有你的梦想，我不能陪你一起流浪，只把你轻弹吉他吟喔的歌记在了第二页，虽然我早已熟悉，却一直没有勇气去唱，因为我害怕一曲未终了，已泪满襟裳。

  第三页载满对你的思念。习惯被守侯的你，远在他乡是否已不再寂寞？那里是否也有冬天，是否你也在不知名的木桥畔思念早已被冷落的我？是否也在对这种思念逐渐贯上冷漠？

  或许你不能理解那份爱早已将我淹没，让我无法从其间脱身再去爱别人。我重复着把心情记在后面，尽管没有人能看懂，却依然堆积了厚厚一迭。

  我一直在尝试着努力忘记，竟在着雷雨时节又闻那曲歌声。窗外是闪电间的雷鸣，疾风中的骤雨谁知道眼皮白斑该怎么治，那首歌突然响起，我再听不到别的。仿佛就是那天傍晚，你象只受伤的白鸽，无助的依在栏杆边缘；又象看贯尘世的行者，轻轻弹动着吉他。于是蓦然间我已不知是在现实还是过去，耳畔听到的已不知是你的淡淡歌声还是心中思念的呼唤。

  　　

  　　

  　　

  Date book

  　　

  The date book that turn over to open to take along with, the inside is all concerning your story.I use a kind of way for possess singly, embeding the love at past.There has no you flotage of figure, have no you brilliant of smiling face, have no romantic feeling to is infinite when you angry, only have to pay no attention to show unintentionally light when you get hurt the sadness and go back and forth hesitant in the crossing-sweeper.

  Not long since, the rains and winds of the that day floats to shake at at present, is you at the moist long hair cover up dissolve to move the smiling face, but have already not felt the touch the nerve that I love.I record it at page 1 is the first, when see, when of pain.

  You already in the faraway city, because have your dream there, I can't accompany you to wander about together, only flip you the guitar sing oh of song record at page 2, although I acquaint with already, has been didn't be courageous to sing, because I am frightened that a song don't come to不要让饰物在你身上过夜 a close, already full clothes of tears.

  Page 3 carry full remember fondly to you.Make it a rule to be protect of you, far in the other place whether already no longer lonesome?There also has the winter, whether you also remember fondly in the not well-known wooden bridge side already drive unfrequented I?Whether also at remem做好保湿善吃预防上火ber fondly to this kind of to cover the inhospitality gradually?

  Probably you not that love of apprehensibility drown I already, can't let me get away to love again the other people from the in the interval.I repeat to record the mood in the behind, though no one can see understand, piled up thick and thick still.

  I always at try to work hard to forget, unexpectedly at wear the thunder-storm, the seasonal changes smells that singing again.Window outside is the thunder between lightning flashs voice, shower in the fresh breeze, that song ring out suddenly, I am again out of hearing and another.The good elephant is a that evening, the white pigeon that your elephant only get hurt, helpless depend on in the column pole edge;And then elephant habit material life the one who go, play to move the guitar lightly.Hence suddenly I have already not known to still is in the actuality past, the ear side hear of have already not known to remember fondly in your light singing still a heart of call.

  　　

  　　

  　　

  

  刀剑如梦

  2006.05.24.农历四月二十七，雷雨。